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Wednesday, 18 March 2009

  • *White Lines && Red Lights

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    And the hardest part is letting go
    Of the nights we shared
    Ocala is calling and you know it's haunting
    But compared to your eyes, nothing shines quite as bright
    And when we look to the sky, its not mine, but i want it so

    these words were never easier for me to say
    Or her to second guess
    But I guess
    That I can live without you but
    Without you I'll be miserable at best

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    [1.] Staring at your reflection every day
    Can make or break my heart away
    When you won't listen to what's hard for me to say
    Those tear stained eyes can make me feel so sad
    And once again we're further away from what we never had

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    [.2]There's no sense in regretting what's been said in our yesterdays
    We can't take back what's done
    But we can look ahead
    And I would walk so much further just to know what I'm doing here
    And there's no end to what I'd give to know just what you meant when you said
    How can I feel alive when we can't help but break our backs just to survive?
    Is this another time we can't control our lives?

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    [3.]You say we're both little people and you like it that way
    But in time I'm gonna put this body to shame (and grow old)
    Wear a suit like my old man
    Pack up all my things and get my ass out of town
    In about one year you'll have it all figured out
    These big city dreams are what you're about
    Walking like strangers among these states
    Only time will tell how long I can wait

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    [4.]You don't care about impossible
    Something I wish I could learn from you
    Write me down as the best idea you had
    Watch the fire fly cause I struck the match tonight
    When you held me tight through this moment in time
    Pull these words off from my lips
    Keep them safe, just remember that we wrote...

    Adam_Lambert  

    [5.] It's all big talk until something happens
    The words mean nothing til they're followed by actions
    Keep your mouth moving but your body still
    You'll never hit the target if you're shooting empty shells

    Alone_by_M_wtf

    [6.]Holding your breath just to pass the time
    Don't fill an empty space with the same conversation
    I feel your words right behind your kiss
    The taste of your lips should be enough
    But I just want more, and more
    Is never enough to have you wrapped around my finger
    You've got me turning blue
    We can't put down our pride

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    [7.]I had a dream last night we
    Drove out to see Las Vegas
    We lost ourselves in the bright lights
    I wish you could have seen us
    Begging for change to get home
    Or at least San Francisco
    Let's put a ten on the high card
    And spend a summer on the west coast
    You wore that red shirt that I love
    We sang the songs that I wrote you
    We'll have to way down the beaches
    As we dance around the issue

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    [8.]We made love by the ocean
    As the waves crashed around you
    Sunsets never were so bright
    And the skies never so blue
    You were looking up into my arms
    And we laughed as I held you
    I'll never go back to Georgia
    Not at least 'till I have to

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    [9.]Cuts on paper hearts
    They can be awful deep
    Lips from wear and tear on different city streets
    Don't all need a home, but just a place to sleep

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    [10.]A show of hands, who has said these words before
    With a show of hearts on the floor, who has ever meant them more
    Well I'll swallow my pride if you'll stay for the years
    And watch me spin circles as I disappear
    Hearts, they don't lie they just quiver in fear
    As you say
    Tonight we, forget everything
    And we stay the night
    If I was wrong then I'm sorry
    I'll stop this fight
    For the night
    And this empty space left in the seat
    To my right where you should be says a lot
    Don't let it say goodbye

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    [11.]One more night
    And we'll go spinning around the room
    And dance with our hearts on fire
    Cause every song is ours tonight
    And if you love me so,
    I'm gonna tell the whole world
    That it's the greatest thing that happened to me
    I've finally found a good reason to come home

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    [12.]Well I thought that we could sit around and, talk for hours
    About things I couldn't say to you
    And things that we could never do and,
    This conversation has had no face
    When the words take days you can re-write and erase anything

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    [13.]cause jersey just got colder and
    i'll have you know i'm scared to death
    that everything that you had said to me was just
    a lie until you left
    now i'm hoping just a little bit stronger
    hold me up just a little bit longer
    i'll be fine, i swear
    i'm just gone beyond repair

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    [14.] To late, I'm sure and lonely
    Another night, another dream wasted on you
    So just be here now, against me
    You know the words so sing along for me baby
    For heaven's sake I know you're sorry
    But you won't stop crying
    This anniversary may never be the same
    Inside I hope you know I'm dying
    With my heart beside me
    In shattered pieces that may never be replaced
    And if I died right now you'd never be the same

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    [15.] I can't forget you
    I know that you want me to want you
    I want to
    But I can't forgive you
    So when this is over don't blow your composure baby
    I can't forgive you
    I know that you want me to want you I want to

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    [16.] I swear that you don't have to go
    I thought we could wait for the fireworks
    And I thought we could wait for the snow

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    [17.]And I'll be here by the ocean
    Just waiting for proof that there's sunsets and silhouette dreams
    All my sand castles fall like the ashes of cigarettes
    And every waves drags me to sea
    I could stand here for hours
    Just to ask God the question, "Is everyone here make-believe?"
    With a tear in His voice, He said, "Son, that's the question."
    Does this deafening silence mean nothing to no one but me?

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    [18.] Oh, but everybody knows this is the part
    Of breaking down in anybody's arms
    I'm reaching down and hoping this one's ours
    God, please let this stay
    And then I fell into pieces and she fell into me
    Saying, "Play me a song. It's been too long since I've heard you sing."
    You got here just in time
    To let me know I was worth saving
    It's nothing more than for the heart
    Too proud to breathe
    But I'm too scared to say the things worth saying
    Who knew this trip would be this hard?

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Monday, 26 January 2009

  • Always do what you are afraid to do.

    photography

    [001] no matter how I try
    I can't seem to wrap my head around the fact
    I should be going slower
    you're all I want to talk to
    I just want to love you

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    [002]I'm falling asleep to dream of you
    flying is becoming my new state of being
    I'm leaving all caution behind

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    [003]Do you remember when we were just kids,
    and cardboard boxes took us miles from what we would miss?
    School yard conversations taken to heart,
    and laughter took the place of everything we knew we were not.

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    [004] I want to break every clock.
    the hands of time could never move again.
    We could stay in this moment for the rest of our lives.
    Is it over now hey, hey is it over now?
    I want to be your last first kiss
    that you'll ever have.

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    [005]And it all seems so helpless
    And I have no plans
    I'm a plane in the sunset
    With nowhere to land
    And all I see
    It could never make me happy
    And all my sand castles
    Spend their time collapsing

    Let me know that You hear me
    Let me know Your touch
    Let me know that You love me
    Let that be enough

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    [006]Somewhere in between
    The beginning and the end
    September took the tourists
    And settled in for good

    We could hear the trains again
    Brooklyn girls in scarves
    Summer left and no one said a word

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    [007]Juliet says hey it's Romeo
    You nearly gave me a heart attack
    He's underneath my window
    She's singing, hey la my boyfriend's back
    Shouldn't come around here, singing up to people like that

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    [008]Lets all pack up and move this year
    Slips the liars and disappear
    Leave memories for auctionnaires
    And those just standing still
    They'll miss the taste of wanting you
    Call out your name like I still do
    But they never said a word thats true
    And they only hold you down

    And this heartbreak world
    Of just imagine
    With its tired talk of better days
    And this heartbreak world
    Where nothing matters
    Come on lets make this dream that's barely half awake come true

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    [009]'Cause all I wanna be is the minute that you hold me in
    When you pretend that I'm all that you waited for
    Time slips to nothin' and I'm better than I've ever been
    i'm suspended

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    [010]I'm finding my way back to sanity again,
    Though I don't really know what I'm going to do when I get there.
    Take a breath and hold on tight,
    Spin around one more time,
    And gracefully fall back to the arms of Grace.

    crossroads

    [011]I'm looking past the shadows in my mind into the truth and I'm,
    Trying to identify the voices in my head.
    God which one's you?
    Let me feel one more time what it feels like to feel alive,
    And break these calluses off of me,
    One more time.

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    [012]she wants to be the girl who's swept off her feet in the end
    she wants to live a life that's real and not just for pretend
    she dreams of laughter echoing and says it's her favorite sound
    she dreams of plastic parents that will never let her down

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    [013]Looking at you,
    Holding my breath,
    For once in my life
    I'm scared to death,
    I'm taking a chance,
    Letting you inside.

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    [014]Don't believe everything happiness says
    Nothing feels better than hiding these days
    We bury our fears in the drinks, in these tears
    For the days we believed we could fly
    Call up your brothers and sisters and friends
    We'll go back to the place where the night never ends
    We'll remember the fires, the burning car tires
    Boy how in the hell did we get here?
     

    -->Amberr <3

     

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